bad one

21th around 7pm, CAT arrived
rain, traffic jam, looking for toilet, settled behind a tree,
brought dumpling, nice, special leaves with yam paste,
although traffic slow moving, but did not feel the distance,
bukit jalil to pwtc, rain rain rain....
feel love, rest, walk down to take meal, enjoy kfc,
came back to hotel room, heat the sarawak laksa soup,
finished the wonderful spicy noodles,

next day, friday, took breakfast, nice one, help up on auditor accessment,
get up for outing, went alor for lunch, noodles, nice one, low yat bought sd card and pen drive,
time square, booked ticket on 7:40pm, still early, walked, looking at some dress,
unhappy, walked away, felt lost, nowhere to go, wandering,
jealousy, burning, after movie, real scary one,
finish on 9:30pm, drive silently, jealousy, no energy to answer,
strainght drove back to hotel, lied down on bed, don't want to say anything
CAT sat down to do works, DOG went for bath, sitting under the shower,
heart like wounded by knife, cold war begun,
CAT went off for meal, DOG followed after 5 mins, DOG bought a box of cigeratte,
never smoke since being together with CAT, this night exceptional,
one followed by another, want to kill the cells, let pain no more, feel no more,
saw CAT eating in a shop, DOG went shop next door,
CAT sms telling not coming back that night, DOG replied noted,
feel relief, need no words, letting go, just thinking to let go,
found DOG not in the room, CAT called,
telling that bought food for DOG, both voiced out the problems well-kept in heart,
selfish, jealousy, thirst for love, frustration, cannot change the fact,
nothing can be done,
silent.............

next day, breakfast, same food but tasteless,
sent CAT for some works, DOG free till midnight,
went to help friend moving house, tired, did not sleep well,
checked in another place, rest, declined an invitation for shopping,
waited, tv programs were boring, can't concentrate, waited till midnight.
CAT back drunk, rest, exhausted,

sunday, looking for parkson, CAT looking for something,
shop, shop shop, til 3pm, CAT mind own business,
DOG were bored, exhausted, hungry,
went for meal (lunch) at 4pm,
tired, switched to another mall for movie,
the story sucks, tired, back, everything runs smooth, so far,
CAT insist for supper, steamboat at a rooftop,
not fun when tired, tired and stomach still full,
nvm, followed unwillingly,
nice food+ nice environment+ nice view+ bad mood= ??
back rest,

next day early flight off....